He has been my friend for about 2 years and he is weird, like totally fucking weird, and he is a pervert.
I don't mind cause I'm pervert too
Unlike my last relationship, we have lots in common like anime, shows, school subjects, manga, pervertedness etc and i truly enjoy talking to him but there are times when i look at him and think 'What the fuck is wrong with you?'
I anger him, he irritates me. It's the cycle that defines our relationship but we trust each other and i enjoy being in his company. I put it in God's hands and just hope that it will go end.
Another issue is the constant crave to just push him down and ride him. I mentioned I am pervert earlier right? well it's worse when I'm with him. We constantly tease each other and part of me wants to give in ( like half) but the other half ( the sensible one) is shouting 'YOU JUST STARTED DATING! CALM DOWN!!' so I'm in a dilemma
From past experience I'm not going to jump into things and get sexual right away ( though i want to), i want to wait and get to know him more, his good and bad sides.
God help me
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