Hallo everyone.

How was your summer? I hope it wasn't too boring. I bet you guys are wondering why I am posting this when i said i won't be able to due to school. Well, I'm not sure if anyone of you are aware but there is an outbreak of Ebola in West Africa, specifically the part of West Africa where I live so the government of my country (Nigeria) announced the school will not resume until the middle of October. I'm happy about it but I'm not sure if it's a good thing since I'm entering my final year in secondary school and have certain crucial exams I need to take. I guess I should just enjoy it while it lasts.


Just letting you guys know - even though you don't care- , my birthday is in 11 days! Yup, I'll be turning 15 on the 14th of September. Feels so surreal. In my mind, I've been 14 for years and will continue to be 14 for the years to come but now I'm turning 15.

I getting old -_-


Life has been pretty boring. Fell in love with Fukari. Bought a Wednesday Addams dress. Bought creepers. Realized that I'm the outsider in my family. Finally accepted the fact that my family is held together by the cheap duck-tape that is my parent's marriage.

 My father is a bastard to put it mildly. It turns out that my father has been fornicating up and down Nigeria from before the beginning of their marriage. When I younger, I couldn't understand why my dad would leave at 2:00 am in the morning and come back the following day. Truthfully, I didn't really care as long as he continued to buy me things. Even as i grew older and finally understood, I would still believe my dad's classic excuses of him going back to the office or going for a meeting and not question him. But recently i can't bear to look him in the eye. He disgusts me. He makes my soul cringe.