Yoo
Well guess what, remember the 'crucial exams' I was talking about earlier I told you guys I got promoted to SS3(year 12)? Yeah well, instead of it taking place during March with my IGCSE, due to elections in my country (Nigeria) it had being moved up al the way to February !!!!!!
If you thought i was screwed before i am even more so now
This exam is extremely important for my future if I want to succeed in life and it's less than 3 months away. For the past few weeks i have been suffering from something I've never experienced before.
Anxiety
The thought of how I'm going to prepare for my exams in the short time i have, keep up with school work and pass, juggle my pathetic excuse of a social like and my fucked up hormones; and - most importantly- try my hardest to not breakdown and cry gives me panic attacks.
I start overreacting. My mind just remains blank as I pace nervously around my room. My heartbeat increases and I feel my blood getting cold, as if I'm about to address my whole school. It becomes hard for me to breath and my vision becomes dizzy. Tears start to pour down my face. The funny thing is halfway through this process I had forgotten why I was having a panic attack.
Really Stressed. Really Scared. Don't know what to do with my life
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