Today was kind of okay, despite the fact that someone stole my money in school and i was surrounded by the usual ass holes.
Nothing really new to report, tried my best not be angry all the time. Kind of succeeded in that area. Oh yeah, i fucked up the night before
Like at the beginning of this year i made a promise to God as i was reconciling with him that i will turn away from my old sins - in particular, masturbation- in the past 3 months alone i have failed him twice already. The first time was due to imagination gone wild and the second time unfortunately was due to the revival of my sex drive when i reading Thorki fan fictions. Long story short i feel like crap.
I don't want to promise that won't do something and then later on do the exact came thing and make some bullshit excuse. I don't want to be that person any more. I want to be someone better, someone more trustworthy
Someone with self-control
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